I was growing tired very fast last night, and I thought to myself, I better post my photo a day before I forget, or before I fall asleep, but as my life always goes, something kept pulling my attention away. "Jaim come watch this real quick!" Demands my husband as he watches documentaries on TV, and "Mom, look at my hair, doesn't it look so healthy since I cut it? Mom watch this youtube video, it shows you how to perfectly apply eye liner, Mom when I grow up, I'm going to keep my house full of fresh fruit and I'm going to eat healthy and organic.. oh real quick, when are you buying more oreos.. " says Leah.. "Mom can I go on the computer? Mom wanna watch me play this game? Mom wanna take turns? Mom come check out my new ap on my ipad, wanna try it.. " And that's little Jim. THIS is why I am a flake. This is why I can never finish anything and I'm forgetting everything. Do other households go like this? Do other people's kids and husbands make the Moms watch and look at EVERYTHING?? All day? It's good and bad. At least they want to share everything with me, and hopefully it continues into the years when someone offers them drugs, or they're at a party and hopefully they call me rather than get into a car with a drunk, or drive drunk. I do like that our communication lines are open. I just wish it was filtered. I'm 38, I don't want to watch how to perfectly apply make up. OR how awesome a virtual dirtbike can jump a hill. I want to finish one thought, one task.. But these days are flying, and someday, I'll have my own brain back.. but for now.. here's my photo from yesterday,

Day 5/365
These are my dragonfly wind chimes flying all around as the wind picked up yesterday.
There are two things in this world that I love
One is dragonflies, the other is the color periwinkle. 2 worlds collided and this little gem makes me so happy. He was flying all over the place yesterday, much like my thoughts do. Maybe today since the storm blew in, I'll get some exciting snow pictures! OF course it had to start snowing right as the bus was coming this morning, now I have to worry all day about my kids getting home safely from school. Only because that's what I do worry.. Flying random thoughts.. just like my dragonfly blowing in the crazy wind
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